2ww...

OMG....ugh. OK so I 'O'd on the 22ND of Feb (how convenient that the month date corresponds my cycle day) and I'm 7 DPO. *bashes head into a wall* plus, I think I'm mind fucking myself into thinking I'm pregnant, having backaches and sometimes feeling nauseous....Really mind? STOP IT!!! I really want to be pregnant, my phantom due date would be November 15th 2011. I don't mind that. I wanna be pregnant during the summer. I really just want to be pregnant. My temps have been skyrocketing the past few days... from O, I've got 7 Days of elevated temps and each is higher than the previous. I've been a little bit crampy today but could be the mf. I didn't have a temp dip, however, you may not get one even if you are pregnant. I saw a nice chart online yesterday that had no dip. I hope that I will be able to test early, but I think I will refrain till the day I'm supposed to get AF, if it comes, it comes. If it doesn't, I'll test. FF thinks that I should wait till the 13th of this month to test. If I don't get my period on the 7th, then I will test that day. If it is negative and I still don't get AF, then I will wait a few days and retest. Sigh, this ttc deal can really make you go crazy...