FML

I hate how some people are snobbish on purpose under the guise of "motivation" or whatever they want to call it. "OMG, I feel so good about myself!" is a good way to make those others who are having a bad day, feel even worse. Or, "I've lost this much weight, now I weigh ___ ! Feels so good!", "Fitting into clothes from years ago is awesome!" Kind of shit makes those of us trying to lose weight feel like our hard work is for nothing. I weight almost 180. Aside from being pregnant, I weight the most now, that I EVER have in my ENTIRE life. It hurts to hear about other people and how great they feel. I may weight 180 but I wear a size 8 jeans. That's not big. It's really not. I work out a lot too. I'll never get to 135 may never even see 145 again but I work towards it every day. I can't remember the last time that I went and bought a pair of jeans that I was excited about. I tend to try on a good 8 or 9 pairs of jeans or dress or whatever until I cry in the dressing room and either settle on something that doesn't look good OR I don't buy anything at all. I'm annoyed. That's all.