I feel bad

That I forget this exists...I tried making it a bookmark in my browser so I'd see it and I still fail to make it on here daily. Anyway, I'm now 31 weeks and 2 days. Elias is measuring 2 weeks ahead and weighs about 4.5-5lbs. Which to me...is a lot. However, it's his head making him seem so huge. His head was measuring 35 weeks and the rest was 1 to 2 weeks ahead. This scan was done at 29 weeks and 5 days. So I feel like he's a good 5 pound porker right now and I hope he slowwwws down. I'd like to birth him naturally and have him, ya know....fit... I'm thinking he will be born early...So I'm figuring the last week of April but I do hope in all honesty, that he makes it to May 1st. I will have another ultrasound at 36 weeks to see how much he's grown. I kinda can't wait. I miss his little face! <3