My emotions are all out of whack. Im mad people arent coming to the wedding that I want there and Im sad at the same time. the dogs are making me so angry and I hate being home with them because it makes me insane. i brought my rings to the jewelers today to have them sent out to be polished and cleaned and sized and rhodium plated. I hope that everything goes well with that. i cant wait to wear my diamond wedding band, I love it. It's beautiful, just like my engagement ring. I just want the wedding to be over too so i can out with the being pregnant thing publicly. My grandma already went into baby mode and bought some things.

I have a headache, I have to pee as always, im hungry and I want to nap...