I had a pretty rough nights sleep. My back and all up my spine is aching, mixed in with constipation and some cramps! Ugh did get some rest this morning after Ken left though because I took his memory foam pillow and put it under my back. That helped within minutes. Guess I might be sleeping on mine tonight!

So I had such a weird dream...I had a dream that, I went to the hospital in labor, and woke up at the very end when they were wiping [him] off to hand to me. I was like, what the fuck happened in the middle part? I don't remember any pain but don't know if I had the epidural. ...the baby was so beautiful, i could cry. Plus, it was a boy, which is what I want. Then they pretty much locked me away in a recovery room and I couldn't go see him! And all on top of that, they messed up his middle name on the birth certificate and I had to hobble my ass around to go find someone to help me fix it. I can't wait to see the face of whats inside me. It'll be beautiful.

Well, right now, I feel like - rephrase that, just ran my butt to that bathroom and threw up. I don't know why I bothered to eat. I think I lost a vitamin but I don't know which one. I also don't remember eating that much but I think the rest of my breakfast is out and I wont be eating it. Time to text Ken. Stupid cheerios.

I love you fetus but that was just a little unfair, I am trying to feed you after all.