Ugh

Still feeling sick. Yesterday I had a stomach bug. Woke up sick and even lost 5 pounds. Today I have a funny taste in my mouth. Ha it would be funny if I was pregnant. Don't think I am though.

My goals

I suck at resolutions.  No lie. I don't even remember the one I made.  So I decided to set goals. I understand that I won't achieve them in a day, a week or even a month but its nice to have stuff to look forward to.

My goals:
-Fit into the jeans I own
-Buy new jeans and be happy, not try on 8372 pairs and cry in the dressing room because I look terrible and then settle for a pair or not buy any at all.
-Have a great ass in yoga pants
-Get my butt to the gym, when I have a working car of course.
-Get some definition in my muscles
-make healthier foods and start to become more vegetarian.
-Be happy with how I look
-eat breakfast!
-Less sweets even if they are amazing
-Pass an Army weigh-in
-Try not to be so negative about my appearance
-for every pound I lose, save a dollar and buy myself something nice.

Yea, there are a lot but I can do it. I have a lifetime to do it.

Goodbye 2012

Its been a blast.

This year will be crazy. Cray - zee.   Jared left yesterday to go to Virginia, Ken goes to school in March for A whole month, Elias turns 1 and hopefully, I'm pregnant again by then. Plus then Ken leaves again for school in July, again Im September missing.our anniversary and my Birthday. Then, I'm out of the Army in October. Busy busy busy year.

So while everything kicks into high gear, I'm gonna lose some weight. My goal for now is 10 pounds.  My ideal number is 145-150 but I'll take 155 first. I'm already over 10 pounds lighter than before I got pregnant with Elias. I can do it. Weight watchers can help. I like how its not the typical calorie counting method. I can eat a handful of M&Ms and not pass out over the fact I just ate 600 or whatever calories. Instead...6 points. Sounds better, right? I was skeptical but I did lose 6 or so pounds BEFORE the holidays (stupid dinners and stockings full of fatty goodness) ... Since buckling down again into the system, I've lost 3 again. :) plus, I'm not going crazy. I just got a new treadmill so I'll be getting my butt in gear and get moving!

Aside from that, I'm gonna start working on some sewing projects and start planning Elias' first birthday party. I'm thinking woodland theme. Gnomes,  fairies and dragons. Cute eh? I have the pans I need to make the cake, fabric for a banner and table cloth. It'll be fun.

I should be sleeping.

Should be. I do have drill this weekend. 9 months left!

We've gotten through the holidays now and all that's left is the clean up. Cleaning up the boxes and other trash, the bedroom, going through E's clothes, etc.

This month is a milestone. I am cleared to start TTC again! We haven't prevented anyway but at least it's official now. Now all I need is a period. Ha. Oh well.

It'll come back eventually. Right?