Stupid brain.

Ken thinks that we need to go see a professional for help. He thinks that Kenny's death and our very failed birth plan and super non-emergent and unnecessary c section with Elias resulted in PTSD. Ken has also been to Iraq before so it that could even be underlying. At least once a day I get unbearably angry over something small. Ken too. I think its the lack of sleep due to the teething and cold. Im always completely exhausted. I have no car so I can go somewhere with him or go see family for help. I would love to bring him to see family and friends. Plus cabin fever. I just look outside all day and feel trapped. What to do...

Seams like heaven

Seams like heaven is my new home business. Ill be making an assortment of items. Mostly kid stuff but kid stuff os the best stuff!